Don't come back

One week without you. 

And all I can say is: 

"You have never deserved me"

First day

My day was empty

I'm empty

But to be alone, it's better than be
with a horrible person like you

You became a monster without heart,
without feelings

I hope your supposed little friends disappoint you

Then you will realize
the great person you lost

I give up on you

I finally gave up fighting alone

I don't know how to describe my pain

It's bigger than me

Despite all, I will keep my head up

Even If everybody laught on me

I know I'm a better person than everybody

Because I've never hurted anyone

I was a wonderful woman all this time

I will keep being a wonderful woman

You broke me, but I'm strong

I'm gonna to stand up

It was you that lost everything

Live with guilt and regret

I'm sorry for you 

Breathe

All I wanted was to breathe happiness over again

.

Why?

.

Why am i still fighting? 

I'm so sad. 

So exausted. 

So broken inside. 

Why am I still fighting?

.

A year and a half

Today, we would be completing a year and a half of the most beautiful love existed. One year and a half of the most sincere that have been existed, the truest feeling I've ever felt. I imagined that day differently. I never thought I'd be feeling what I'm feeling. This sadness, this emptiness, this anguish. 

I just wanted to kiss you today. 

I wanted to hug and be hugged like we always did. Remembering how everything happened. Thank you for everything. 

But it was all destroyed. 

You took everything away.

I will earn it

I will earn the right to call Your name, to ask for Your help in my moments of weakness and to thank You every victory. I will earn my right. 

I want to believe in You. 

I need to believe in You.