First day

My day was empty

I'm empty

But to be alone, it's better than be
with a horrible person like you

You became a monster without heart,
without feelings

I hope your supposed little friends disappoint you

Then you will realize
the great person you lost

I give up on you

I finally gave up fighting alone

I don't know how to describe my pain

It's bigger than me

Despite all, I will keep my head up

Even If everybody laught on me

I know I'm a better person than everybody

Because I've never hurted anyone

I was a wonderful woman all this time

I will keep being a wonderful woman

You broke me, but I'm strong

I'm gonna to stand up

It was you that lost everything

Live with guilt and regret

I'm sorry for you 

Breathe

All I wanted was to breathe happiness over again

.

Why?

.

Why am i still fighting? 

I'm so sad. 

So exausted. 

So broken inside. 

Why am I still fighting?

.

A year and a half

Today, we would be completing a year and a half of the most beautiful love existed. One year and a half of the most sincere that have been existed, the truest feeling I've ever felt. I imagined that day differently. I never thought I'd be feeling what I'm feeling. This sadness, this emptiness, this anguish. 

I just wanted to kiss you today. 

I wanted to hug and be hugged like we always did. Remembering how everything happened. Thank you for everything. 

But it was all destroyed. 

You took everything away.

I will earn it

I will earn the right to call Your name, to ask for Your help in my moments of weakness and to thank You every victory. I will earn my right. 

I want to believe in You. 

I need to believe in You.

If it was you?

Don't judge me for being in pain.

One day, can be you.

I accept you

And think of you with someone else is indescribably painful. 

I would not trade your kisses by anyone else. 

I would not trade your affection, your smell, 

your smile, your body, your love. I would not trade you.

I accepted you 

I love you 

And on behalf of my love, I announce that 

if you need to try with someone else 

to remember that I am your world, please, go. 

Because I know you'll return. 

Come back soon 

Come back regretful

Come back wanting me 

Willing to love me

Come back entirely to me

And fill my empty heart

♡

Faith

There is always a light indicating a new possibility.

What's my problem?

"My problem is always believe in people, it is not knowing when you need to say no. It is smile when I'm sad inside, it is crying for people who do not deserve and love who did not deserve to be loved. It always give a second chance to someone who did not deserve even the first. 

...

It is trying to be the best person in the world, it is trying to help everyone at once, and to forget myself. My problem is in the smallest things possible, but it always hurt me a lot, and it seems I never learn."

Weird Prohibition

I was forbidden to love... 

      ♥

...by the person I love. 

Lost

Is there a light, is there a light

At the end of the road?

...

Have you ever been so lost?

Known the way and still so lost?

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